Wednesday, January 11, 2012

"My Love" (Poem)

"My Love"

By: Shannon Yáñez
07/24/1994

You have captured my heart
And fulfilled my dreams
The love that I have
Is much more than it seems
I love you as my man
I love you in all ways
A person possibly can
I hope these feelings are mutual
For if they fail to be
I will try to make them true
For all of eternity
I give to you my heart, my soul
My mind and body, too
In hoes that we’ll stay together
And be forever true
A past is a past
Not more than a memory
Now let’s focus on the future
That’s between you and me
Just one more thing
That I know is true
I really, truly do love you!




© 2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

“My Friend?” (Poem)

“My Friend?”

By: Shannon Yáñez
07/18/1994

“Peach fuzz” and
Sideburns-
Is all that’s for hair.
The longest of
Eyelashes-
To help that deep stare.

Only but a heartbeat
Away-
Is as far as it seems.
For someone this
Good-
Appears only in dreams.

My horoscope 
Said-
This month is of men.
But I think I found my
One-
Without going through ten.

His psychology, my
Medicine-
Blend greatly together.
For never have I gotten
Along-
With anyone better.
I hope he’ll stay
Around-
At least as my friend.
I sure do want
More-
And hopefully without end!




© 2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

“It’s Love” (Poem)

“It’s Love”

By: Shannon Yáñez
02/31/00

Love can make you hurt
And love can make you cry,
Love can make you wonder
And want to know the why.

Love can be so happy
And love can be so blind,
Love can control
And make you lose your mind.

Love can be completely ignored
Or the center part of life,
Love can also be so intense
That I’d want to be your wife.

It’s love that drew me
Close to you,
It’s love that pulled
You and me apart,
It’s love that let’s me speak to you
Directly from the heart…

And say:
“I Love You!”




© 2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

"Worth Dying For"

By: Shannon Yáñez
December 1991

For the children
Trapped by drugs and war,
For the mother who wept
Until life was no more.

To change the system
That keeps us poor,
To uplift all people
Who were down before.

To be free in mind
And burned no more,
My life is dedicated—
It’s worth dying for!



© 2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

“New Door” (Poem)




“New Door”

By: Shannon Yáñez
10/30/98

I walked by this door
Just the other day
That seemed so familiar to me,
So I stopped and walked in
And then I saw
Something so clear and easy to see.
The path was so straight
And so free of debris,
Is all this for real?
All this joy is for me?
It made me happier
And stronger than could be,
And wanting to share it
And tell everybody.
Yell out to the world,
“I’m free, I’m free!”
For I’ve again found God
And he’s so happy with me!



© 2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

“Is It My Fault?” (Poem)

“Is It My Fault?”

By: Shannon Yáñez
03/23/97

Why do you get mad at me
Or think that I’m unfair?
Why do you ridicule me
Those poems are how I share.

Why do you go to sleep
When you’re the one fed up?
Why can’t I be acknowledged
For all the times I stay up?

Why can’t I treat you
The way you treat me?
The good things are you
The bad things are me.

I always get up
For whatever you need
Why am I the one you say
Has so much greed?

Why am I the dunce?
Why am I stupid?
Nothing I ever do
Is enough for what you did.

Why do you give
And always must receive?
For the same reason
I believe you will leave.

Why is it when I assert myself
I’m the one not right?
Why is something of your loss
Will always cause a fight?

Why do I write these stupid poems?
Because from me you turned away
And now asleep is how you stay.



© 2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

“I Need A Little You” (Poem)


“I Need A Little You”

By: Shannon Yáñez


I need a little you
To share my company,
I need a little you
To need a bit of me.

I need a little you
So that I can squeeze you,
I need a little you
So that I can please you.

I need a little you
To have someone to adore,
I need a little you
To love you much, much more.



© 2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

“The Happiest” (Poem)

“The Happiest”

By: Shannon Yáñez

I am the happiest
There could ever be,
Since July fifteenth
At a certain party.
Where I met
The love of my life,
To whom I’ll soon
Be his wife.
The love I have for him
Overpowers my heart,
And I know that we’ll
Never be apart.
He’s the best there is to offer
This I know,
Every moment together
Encourages my heart to grow.
The size of it now
I could not conceive,
But it will grow more
This I believe.
I really love this man
More than anyone could love,
We are perfect for each other
Just like a hand in a glove.



© 2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

"Leave Me Alone" (Poem)

"Leave Me Alone"

By: Shannon Yáñez

Having someone control you so
Come home each night never letting you go
You lose your strength, your self-esteem
You're no longer who you seem
Feeling anger in his stare
Knowing your needs, you dare not share
But just tell him what he wants to hear
If he had a bad day, he'll make it clear
I don't deserve to live like this
Where can I get the love I miss?
There is a way, I have been told
To get control, get out of his hold
To live for me and not for him
I'm important too, though I see him grin
Help me someone, don't let him come home
Help me tell him to leave me alone.



© 2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Essay - Designating English as the official language of the United States

Preface: This was written for my English Composition II class and submitted October 22, 2010.
Designating English as the official language of the United States
        Currently, and surprisingly, there is no official language designated for the United States of America.  Should English be that official language for our nation? The United States is usually thought of an English speaking country and the Official Language needs to be representative of the same for many reasons. The voting public is extremely divided; with some stating that the United States should remain language-less, others claim it should be Spanish, while another viewpoint is to choose multilingualism, and even some claim an unrecognized language of “American” should become the new official language.   There are many views on this topic, heated debates, and political upheavals by both citizens and illegal immigrants of various backgrounds, not only the English and non-English speaking.  This topic is extremely controversial among many groups; both political and non-political.  The underlying ramifications of a decision; or lack thereof, many may not realize but will be presented thoroughly in addition to the mere implications of a decision finally being made on the topic on a nationwide basis and  statewide level, will be weighed against each other.  The results of the research efforts  shall present several aspects concerning English as the official language of the United States including, but not limited to; language choices aside from English that are being presented as the official language, the financial ramifications between having and not having an official language, a brief history on the nature of English as the official language of the nation, a brief overview of the legal actions related to the same; and any incidental information that is deemed relevant pursuant to the nature of the research intentions. 
In the advocacy against the proponents of having English as the official language of the United States, some have suggested bilingualism (two official languages), remaining without an unofficial language, and even an unrecognized language called ‘American’ as evidenced when “in 1923, Illinois officially declared that English would no longer be the official language of Illinois - but American would be.  Many of Illinois' statutes refer to "the American language," (example: 225 ILCS 705/27. 01) though the official language of the state is now English (5 ILCS 460/20). ” (USConstitution.net, 2001a, para. 10). The proposition of bilingualism will not work because it still requires the financial strain and government accommodations regarding printed materials and translation services that failing to have a designated language is causing now; albeit on a smaller scale, but still an unnecessary scale. Remaining without an official language entirely is completely ludicrous simply for the reason that the people should be able and need to come to a common ground on the topic.  Failure to agree only kills the fiscal state of economy more and more each day and creates unnecessary work and requirements that need to be complied with. Accepting an entirely new language, “American,” is not practical because of all the legislation this would result in both immediately and in the long-term. Details of the language would seemingly need to be clarified, enacted and made “official” in many ways before simply becoming the Nation’s language.
            “The number of persons in the United States over the age of five who speak English less than very well soared from 14 million in 1992 to 24.5 million in 2007,' a whopping 175 percent increase. Although Spanish is the non-English language spoken most frequently at home, there are more than 300 single languages or "language families" used in the United States,” as stated by Steven M Kahaner (2009, para 1).  As a result, everything including, but not limited to, “the costs of hiring bilingual teachers, printing bilingual textbooks, translating every government website into multiple languages, requiring every agency and department throughout the entire United States to hire translators and/or print materials to ensure that any person, speaking any language, can receive government services in their language of choice” (English First, 2009a, para. 1) are costs that burden all the taxpayers in the nation.  The actual amount that these services results in, but it is estimated to be enormous! Consider this number is also reflective of “motor vehicle office’s, police stations, post offices, courtrooms, welfare offices, social security offices, perhaps, even prisons, and all those other places where a non-English speaking person might receive services provided in his or her language of choice.” (English First, 2009a, para. 5)  “In the federal courts alone, interpreted events (defined as one interpreter, one case number, one date) have been increasing steadily over the past decade, from approximately 100,000 in 1996, to 232,457 in 113 different languages in the 12 months ending September 30, 2007,” as stated by Steven M Kahaner, quote ( 2009, para 1). A bill was introduced by Congresswoman Virginia Foxx of North Carolina, H.R. 1414 known as the Multilingual Services Accounting Act, that “requires every federal agency's Chief Financial Officer (CFO) to start including detailed accounting information for all of its multilingual services in their mandatory annual reports to the Directors of each federal agency AND to the Director of the Office of Management and Budget (OMB).” (English First, 2009a, para. 9)
“Declaring English the official language means that official government business at all levels must be conducted solely in English.  This includes all public documents, records, legislation and regulations, as well as hearings, official ceremonies and public meetings. ” (U. S.   English, Inc., 2010a, para. 1) Failure to declare the English language as the official language of the United States has had an enormous fiscal impact on the economy resulting from the financial drain that the same decision forces through the necessity of multilingual communication accommodations within all levels of government both locally and nationwide , as previously evidenced.  Aside from financial implications, the resulting solidarity that would be established by the determination of such an official language is pivotal in the unification of the people as a nation, which is an important national temperament that is beneficial to all interested parties. As stated on USConstitution.net (2001a, para. 10) “English-only proponents…counter that English-only laws generally have exceptions for public safety and health needs. They note that English-only laws help governments save money by allowing publication of official documents in a single language, saving on translation and printing costs, and that English-only laws promote the learning of English by non-English speakers.” Jam Salter shares that, “Lawmakers recognized English as the "common" language in 1998 [in Missouri]” and “that [the] law carries no stipulations or requirements.” (Salter, 2008, para. 3) A “common” language means nothing, which is why there is carries no weight and why there needs to be a legislative delegation making English the “official” language!
It was found, upon researching the history of the topic, that Louisiana was the first state in the nation to designate English as their states official language back in 1812.  The second state to follow suit was over 100 years later in 1920 and was Nebraska.  Since then, 28 more states have designated English as their official language, however only 28 still have the laws in effect as the initiatives in Alaska and Massachusetts were ultimately overturned according to English First (2009b).  Organizations and groups fight this battle as a whole such as “U.S. English, Inc. [which] is the nation’s oldest and largest non-partisan citizens' action group dedicated to preserving the unifying role of the English language in the United States.  [It was] founded in 1983 by the late Sen. S.I. Hayakawa of California.” (Business Wire, 2007, para. 5) which “…enacted official English legislation in 1986,” as stated on U. S. English, Inc. (2010c, para. 1) While “English-only proposals in the U.S. Congress have gone nowhere,” states Oren Dorrell (2006) , legislation is still being actively pursued on both a federal and state level by supporters “because the public, including Hispanics, is frustrated that illegal immigration continues to be a problem and they want the federal government to take action,” which Jose Esparza, vice chairman of the Arizona Latino Republican Association, explains. (As cited by Dorrell, 2006, para. 17)
In an explanation on US Constitution.net, “almost every session of Congress, an amendment to the Constitution is proposed in Congress to adopt English as the official language of the United States.  Other efforts have attempted to take the easier route of changing the U.S. Code to make English the official language.”  (2001a, para. 3) Additionally, “in 1996, U.S. English was instrumental in passing H.R. 123, ‘The Bill Emerson English Language Empowerment Act of 1996.’ That bill, making English the official language of the U.S. government, passed in the House of Representatives with a bipartisan vote of 259-169.  Unfortunately, the Senate did not act on the bill before the end of the session.  Currently, U.S. English is working with Rep. Steve King of Iowa to help pass an official English bill in the 110th Congress. H.R. 997 is pending in the U.S. House of Representatives.”  (U.S. English, Inc., 2010a, para. 3)  Currently, on a federal level, there are nine initiatives in 111th Congress: H.R. 997 - The English Language Unity Act of 2009, H.R. 764 - The American Elections Act, H.R. 1414 - The Multilingual Services Accounting Act, H.R. 1588 - Protecting Employers with English in the Workplace Policies, H.R. 3249 - Legislation to improve English literacy and encourage citizenship and immigrant integration, H.R. 1228 - A Bill to Repeal Executive Order 13166, H.R. 1229 - The National Language Act of 2009, S. 992 - The National Language Act of 2009, and S. 991 - The English Language Unity Act of 2009.  (U.S. English, Inc., 2010b) “Since 1981, over 50 bills have been introduced supporting English as the official language of the United States... sponsors, eight have exceeded 100, including H.R. 997 in the 109th Congress. Five of the measures have passed one chamber of the U.S. Congress, by margins of 78-21, 76-18, 259-169, by unanimous vote, and most recently 62-35 in the U.S. Senate in May 2006.” (U.S. English, Inc., 2010f, para. 1, 3) On a state level for California, “there is no legislation pending in the 2010 session of the legislature that would strengthen the existing measure” when “[it] enacted official English legislation in 1986.” (U. S. English, Inc., 2010c, para. 1) An interesting tidbit, as stated by Salter is that “U.S. English says the Missouri ballot issue [back in 2008] marks the ninth time that voters in a state have been asked to make English the official language.” (2008, para. 18)
Interestingly enough, in spite of the lack of a decisive answer being made with regards to the official language either way, “a new survey this week from Rasmussen Reports finds that 87 percent of Americans favor making English the official language of the United States.  This is a 3 percent increase over a similar survey Rasmussen Reports conducted in May 2009.” (U.S. English, 2010d, para. 1)  Furthermore, “the same survey showed that 83 percent of respondents believe that companies should be allowed to require their employees to speak English in the workplace.   This support is backed by 95 percent of public sector employees and nearly seventy percent of government workers.” (U.S. English, 2010d, para.2)  The researcher has concluded that history continues to be evidentiary in determining the popularity and increasing support of this controversy and the sway of the people as a whole towards English as the country’s official language which as shown by “polls over the last 20 years [finding] overwhelming support for making English the official language of the United States.” (U.S. English, 2010d, para. 4)
Consequently, findings dictate that complacency is not the answer and the people need to answer a call for action by deciding on an official language for the nation.  As stated by Haar, “English is in a sorry state in America...Legislators and citizens fiddle; meanwhile, a language languishes and vanishes.” (2009)   It is obvious that by a popular vote of the people determining an official language of the United States, the financial strain alone that is caused by lack thereof could dramatically affect the economic status of the nation, for the better.    The ensuing government employee wages and tangible costs incurred (associated with printing, translation services, and more) as a result of complying with a multilingualist nation, by default not choice, forces on the taxpayers and economy a far worse state than a decision on the same could ever invoke.   As U.S. English, Inc. states, “Official English legislation contains common-sense exceptions permitting the use of languages other than English for such things as public health and safety services, judicial proceedings, foreign language instruction and the promotion of tourism.” (2010a, para. 2)
              As stated by U. S. English, Inc., “Official English promotes unity…Official English empowers immigrants…Official English is common sense government.” (2010e, para 2, 3, 4) Ultimately, it is only a “lose-lose” situation to not have an official language in the United States. The “Official English legislation recognizes the need for common sense exceptions permitting the use of other languages for emergency, safety and health services; judicial proceedings; foreign language instruction and tourism promotion. Of course, because official English is only a limitation on government, it does not affect the languages spoken in private businesses, religious services or private conversations.” (U. S. English, Inc., 2010e, para 5) The effects that the general population are concerned will not really change, but merely save the country millions of valuable dollars in compliance funds that could be designated to areas that have a more prevalent need. It is unreasonable for the people to not agree and vote for English as the official language of the United States! “America has a long tradition of immigrants learning English and it has always been our cultural bond. It’s time for politicians in Washington to finally listen to the eighty-seven percent of Americans who want this and vote to make English our official language.” (U.S. English, 2010d, para. 3)
References
Constitutional Topic: Official Language (2001a).   USConstitution.net.   Retrieved on October 4, 2010 from http://www.usconstitution.net/consttop_lang.html
Dorell, Oren.  (2006, November 17). English as official language gains support at local levels ; Backers say laws help immigrants to communicate, avoid self- segregation :[FINAL Edition]. USA TODAY ,p. A.4.  Retrieved October 21, 2010, from ProQuest Newsstand. (Document ID: 1164217921).
Georgia Voters Indicate Strong Support for Official English Amendment. (2007, 15 August). Business Wire. Retrieved October 21, 2010, from ProQuest Newsstand. (Document ID: 1320847301).
How Much Does America Spend On Multilingual Programs? (2009a). English First.  Retrieved on October 4, 2010 from http://englishfirst.org/congressc/how-much-does-america-spend-on-mulitlingual-programs.html
Kahaner, S.. (2009). The administration of justice in a multilingual society-open to interpretation or lost in translation? Judicature, 92(5), 224-231.  Retrieved October 21, 2010, from Research Library. (Document ID: 1731361091).
Legislation. (2010b). U.S. English, Inc. Retrieved on October 4, 2010 from http://www.us-english.org/view/310
Legislative History (2010f). U.S. English, Inc. Retrieved on October 21, 2010 from http://www.us-english.org/view/27
News & Media, Support for English as official language grows three percent in one year.   (2010d). U.S. English, Inc. Retrieved on October 4, 2010 from http://www.us-english.org/view/774
Official English States. (2009b). English First. Retrieved on October 4, 2010 from http://englishfirst.org/englishstates/ 
Salter, Jim.  (2008, October 5). Amendment would require English. St. Louis Post - Dispatch,p. E.2.  Retrieved October 21, 2010, from ProQuest Newsstand. (Document ID: 1567755781).

Sanford-Haar, Cathleen.  (2007, March 19). English the official language? Not in America :[Third Edition]. St. Louis Post - Dispatch, p. B.7.  Retrieved October 21, 2010, from ProQuest Newsstand. (Document ID: 1237740991).
State Legislation – California.  (2010c). U.S. English, Inc. Retrieved on October 4, 2010 from http://www.us-english.org/view/364?state=CA
What is Official English? (2010a). U.S. English, Inc. Retrieved on October 4, 2010 from http://www.us-english.org/view/9
Why is Official English Necessary? (2010e).   U.S. English, Inc. Retrieved on October 4, 2010 from http://www.us-english.org/view/10  
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2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

Monday, September 27, 2010

Research Proposal: Designating English as the official language of the United States

Preface: This was written for my English Composition I class and submitted August 23, 2010.

Research Proposal: Designating English as the official language of the United States

The subject matter of this research will be the varying perspectives surrounding designating English as the official language of the United States.  Information will be presented as a result of research within this topic and the alternatives regarding the same.  This topic is extremely controversial among many groups; both political and non-political.  The underlying ramifications of a decision; or lack thereof, many may not realize, but will be presented thoroughly. The mere implications of a decision finally being made on the topic on a nationwide basis, as well as a statewide level, will be weighed against each other.
Currently, and surprisingly, there is no official language designated for the United States of America.  Should English be that official language for our nation? The voting public is very divided; with some stating that the United States should remain language-less, others claim it should be Spanish, while another viewpoint is to choose multilingualism, and even some claim an unrecognized language of “American” should become the new official language.  There are many views on this topic, heated debates, and political upheavals by both citizens and illegal immigrants of various backgrounds, not only the English and non-English speaking.
This research effort shall present several aspects concerning English as the official language of the United States including, but not limited to; language choices aside from English that are being presented as the official language, the financial ramifications between having and not having an official language, a brief history on the nature of English as the official language of the nation, a brief overview of the legal actions related to the same; and any incidental information that is deemed relevant pursuant to the nature of the research intentions.
The entirety of the data collection for this research project will be done online through the utilization of various web-based resources.  There are many websites that have adequate information, both biased and unbiased, to sort through during the research process.  The researcher intends on making use of online search databases for the primary source of information such as Google Scholar, ProQuest, Education Resources Information Center (ERIC), the World Book Online, Bing, and additional resources not yet determined that are available by means of the Ashford Library; all of which will serve as resources in locating secondary topic specific articles.  The researcher intends to employ sites such as www.USConstitution.net, www.EnglishFirst.org, www.StrictlySpanish.com, and U.S. English, Inc for information available representing varied viewpoints, historical data, legal actions, and more; which will provide the necessary resources specific to this topic, however with some bias to filter through.
Preliminary findings show that complacency is not the answer and the people need to answer a call for action by deciding on an official language for the nation.  The researcher has initially concluded that by a popular vote of the people determining an official language of the United States, the financial strain alone that is caused by lack thereof could dramatically affect the economic status of the nation, for the better.  The ensuing government employee wages and tangible costs incurred (associated with printing, translation services, and more) as a result of complying with a multilingualist nation, by default not choice, forces on the taxpayers and economy a far worse state than a decision on the same could ever invoke.
Declaration of the English language as the official language of the United States has an enormous fiscal impact on the economy resulting from the financial drain that failing to decide on the same forces through the necessity of multilingual communication accommodations within all levels of government both locally and nationwide.  Aside from financial implications, the resulting solidarity that would be established by the determination of such an official language is pivotal in the unification of the people as a nation, which is an important national temperament that is beneficial to all interested parties.
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2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

Sunday, September 12, 2010

It’s Never too Late to go Back to School! (Essay)

Preface: This was written for my English Composition I class and submitted August 23, 2010.

It’s Never too Late to go Back to School!

After high school graduation I delayed my college plans to raise my child and continue working knowing that I would return to school one day. Sixteen years later, life has changed dramatically enough to necessitate a change as well as provide the opportunity for me to start working towards that dream. Over the years, I have always told my children (and promised to myself) that I would go to college no matter how old I was since I loved and excelled in school, wanted my children to learn that the importance of an education and to work towards goals.

I was a very driven student, especially in high school, by belonging to almost every campus group that existed, including being Vice President of the Writer’s Club and President of the Art Club, along with the academic groups I earned the right to be in. I maintained 8 classes a day, AP classes, and any involvement that I could for the enjoyment and the “college resume” it would create when the time came. Beginning in my freshman year, I was published in national anthologies for poetry and during my junior year I was nominated and inducted into the “Who’s Who of American High School Students.” I was on the path to make my goal a reality but my plan was interrupted when I found out I was pregnant when I was 15 years old, which was November of my Junior year.

I found out a few weeks before turning 16 that I was pregnant, planned to have an abortion but it was determined that I was 8 months along! At that point, delivery was my only choice and at the same time adoption was not since I am not prone to giving in or giving up when faced with a challenge. So, 3 weeks after turning 16 years old I delivered a healthy baby girl, even with almost no prenatal care. Early in my senior year I was accepted in to the University of Redlands, with scholarships, into their Medical degree program with the plans of becoming a General Practitioner. However, with the realization of the logistics of the college location, costs I would still have to cover and having a child to provide for, I declined to attend. That was the first decision to delay my college career that I made. It was then that a personal motto of “It’s never too late to go back to school” began carrying me through my life decisions that included marriages, more children, and focusing on furthering the stability of my employment as it presented itself. I am now on my 3rd marriage, have 4 biological children, and 1 step-daughter who have all heard me recite my motto many times over the years.

I ended up working in Real Estate, specifically Title and Escrow, for the last 12 years making a decent amount of money considering there is no degree for the area I work in. In 2009 I was diagnosed with Osteo Arthritis, Spinal Stenosis and 2 bulged disks in my lumbar spine. The demands of my work had exacerbated my back issues due to the recent booming Real Estate market. After the birth of my last child, I returned to work and my back pain became so debilitating that I was calling into work “immobile” all too often and was put on disability for the 3rd time. Following months of physical therapy and a back procedure that had minimal impact on my pain, my Doctor suggested that I look into changing careers to better accommodate the demands of my medical issues, which have no cure and will only get progressively worse. That’s when Doctor’s orders triggered my looking into school.

Finally, I am showing my children, by example, how driven I am academically and how study habits reap the results that I have spent years encouraging them to achieve. My grades and eagerness to do homework are also being evidenced by my grades, which they are both shocked and proud of. With 3 of my 5 children in high school now, the family “joke” is that I still started college before they did, if only by a year! I can proudly proclaim that I am finally living up to that I have always said, “It’s never too late to go back to school”.

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2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

Personal Progression (Essay)

Preface: This was written for my Adult Development and Life Assessment class and submitted July 18, 2010.

Personal Progression

Our childhood and genetic predispositions usually determine how most of us will end up as an adult and the direction each of our lives will take. Most would also agree that we are a product of the culmination of both influences with a victim mentality and a result of the effects of the same. Similarly, Bob Cave, an Eclectic Theorist, takes on the idea that “if a child knows that they are loved and accepted unconditionally by the parents, they will be able to endure almost any difficult circumstance.” (Cave, n.d.) However, I have always embraced the mentality that we are survivors and can consciously change many things in our life, both internally and externally, through personal intention or indirect modeling of behaviors and mindsets that can be learned. My personal progression through life against familial challenges and modeled behaviors in addition to desires and future goals all start with where I came from.

On December 17, 1976, I was born into the world as the child of an unwed single mother who was barely 21 years old with no education past high school and who had no desire for a child. I was a “love child”, as they say, the result of an affair by my father who had already had a wife and eventually 4 daughters by his wife, with his oldest less than 6 months older than me. I am an only child and my mother never married during all these years. I never had a father figure growing up and my biological father never outwardly claimed me or supported us over the years, either. Little to no family direction and even less resources available combined with the personal desire for attention and a sense of self-worth lead me to be creative with ways to occupy my time which resulted in shaping my behavior to the desired end result of accolades and acceptance, as suggested in Burrhus Frederic Skinner’s theory of operant conditioning. (WGBH Educational Foundation, 1998)

Growing up I was very involved in social activities where achievements and the ability to excel individually were easier, accepted and expected to a degree. Aside from academic merit, extra-curricular activities with the school and community became a staple in my childhood. Expertise in baton twirling and rhythmic ribbons along with the parades and competitions they led to were a commonplace activity for me during the elementary school years. I also started with the Daisies, quickly progressing into the Brownies and Girl Scouts as I got into Junior High School. In numerous areas I excelled with awards, trophies and recognition of all kinds. Junior high school started my school choir career as a Soprano Section leader with regular solos and an operatic voice to carry me through 11th grade. In high school, I became certified as a Peer P.A.L.S. counselor and was regularly counseling students in need during my time in high school, with my primary client being a suicidal freshman. When considering how I succeeded academically and in extra-curricular activities, you can safely conclude that this was an active defense mechanism called “compensation” as Freud referred to in his Psychoanalytic theory. (Witt and Mossler, 2010)

The feelings that I experienced growing up whenever I excelled have definitely flowed over into my adulthood and I have made many conscious choices to continue on the path of positive distinction. In junior high I decided I wanted to become a Doctor, more specifically a General Practitioner. Once I reached Biology class in high school I changed over to Entomology. This was not surprising since I always collected bugs, studied animals and nature and loved dissecting bugs throughout childhood. More recently, as the Forensics area has developed through technology advancement has my desire to add Forensics to my Entomology career grown. Not to long ago I realized that my dream of the combination of the two fields is an actual area of study and work, which is when I made the final determination of what I wanted to be “when I grew up”, a Forensic Entomologist. As I fine tuned my career direction over time, I engaged a process of “formal operational thought” as suggested in Piaget’s cognitive development theory. (Witt and Mossler, 2010)

In 1993, when I was a junior in high school and had been 16 for only 3 weeks, I gave birth to my first child. I was not married to her father and saw the path my mother took repeating itself. I made a point to try and stop the cycle, so to speak, so I stayed in school and graduated high school in 1994 with honors and a 4.3 GPA. I was accepted into the University of Redlands with a scholarship into their Medicine program, but chose not to attend due to logistics and I told myself that I could always go back to school, but I could not raise my child again. As researched in Héfer Bembenutty’s Expectancy-Value theory, the competing intentions of a family and academic achievement led to the delay of my academic gratification because the alternatives to my academic goals were more important, which were my children. (Bembenutty, 2007) I had my second child in 1995 and married his father in 1996, but separated in 1998 and was divorced in 1999. In 2002 I married my second husband, had my third child in 2005, became separated in 2006 and legally divorced in 2008. I married my third husband in 2008 and became a step-mother to his child that he had from a previous spouse and had my fourth child in 2009. Now, I have a huge extended family including parents, brothers and sisters-in-law with my husbands’ family. An immediate and extended family such as this is something I have wanted all these years, but is unchartered territory for me, not to mention the acceptable dynamic between siblings that I am unfamiliar with as an only child.

Everyone has personal, professional and academic goals to some measure, whether far-reaching or none, they are all goals. Family balance is an important personal goal for me. The different ages, genders, parental dynamics with different parent sets and the desired cohesiveness of everyone and each individual situation is a lot of work, but very important to create a happy family. Professionally, I would like to be able to work but cannot do so without my back issues resolved. Whether that is a strict regimen of medication and physical therapy or surgery, something tangible has to happen to allow me to re-enter the workforce. I would absolutely love to work within the field I am going to school for, however at this point my prior field would suffice. Completion of my 4 year degree in Social and Criminal Justice is my short term academic goal. I would eventually like a Doctorate and to specialize in Forensic Entomology, or Medicocriminal Entomology, which is the science of using insect evidence to uncover circumstances of interest to the law, often related to a crime. (Merritt, n.d.)

 
References

Bembenutty, Héfer. (2007). Retrieved from http://www.heferbembenutty.com/index.html

Cave, Bob. (n.d.). The eclectic theory of personality. Retrieved from www.family-university.org/archive/eclectic_personality_theory.html
 
Merritt, Richard. (n.d.). American Board of Forensic Entomology. Retrieved from http://www.forensicentomologist.org/index.html

WGBH Educational Foundation. (1998). People and discoveries .Retrieved from http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/aso/databank/entries/bhskin.html

Witt, G.A., & Mossler, R.A. (2010). Adult development and life assessment. Retrieved from https://content.ashford.edu/AUPSY202.10.1 

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2010 Copyright by Shannon Peace

Thursday, September 09, 2010

Can you plagiarize yourself?

Background: This topic was a result of my English Composition I class. A peer, Jeffrey O'Connell, posted the following on 08/31/2010:

"Plagiarism is using someone else's ideas and material that isn't common knowledge, without giving credit to that person and citing them. Changing words around and paraphrasing in your own words is also considered plagiarism. The most important concept that I learned about plagiarism was that you can actually be found guilty of plagiarizing yourself. This was something I was completely unaware of. However, I don't agree with it. Think about it. Plagiarism, according to the tutorial, is theft. Well if it's considered theft you have to ask yourself, "how does one steal from oneself?" You can't be found guilty of stealing your own car, you can't be found guilty of stealing your own money, so how can you possibly steal your own ideas. I understand that if you wrote a paper last semester on a specific topic and used that very same paper, word-for-word, for a class this semester, to be considered plagiarism. That I get, but if you changed the words around but kept on the same topic, it should not be considered plagiarism, because once again, how can you be guilty of stealing from yourself. It was your ideas to begin with. My post may sound a little confusing, I admit, but hopefully someone out there understands what I'm getting at and agrees with me. Let me know everybody."


Here was my response, posted on 09/01/2010:

"Plagiarism of yourself is an interesting concept, I agree. I think a primary point of citing sources, aside from the simple idea of using someone else's ideas, is to give credit to something not "new" that you are referring to. Think of the definition again and consider these questions: 
  • Is it common knowledge that you did a paper on the same topic last semester?
  • Is paraphrasing of someone else plagiarism? Why not yourself, if you are the source?
  • Is "re-wording" still not an indirect form of paraphrasing?
  • Why would you discount yourself to not consider yourself worthy of citation?
Take this as another explanation:

 
"6. Never plagiarize yourself. You can refer to papers you have previously written or published. You can even quote yourself. But never copy/paste previous writing and present it as if it’s new. To do so is to deceive your instructors." (2009 Cengage Learning, Inc.) They have a whole section on plagiarism, that is quite interesting, by the way that you can check out.

 
Dr. Lance River's perspective from Lake Superior State University is, "...Plagiarism is the use of someone else’s words or ideas as your own without giving appropriate credit or without the person’s consent to use his or her words or ideas without acknowledgment. This can be somewhat confusing, because at its core, plagiarism isn’t just about stealing someone else’s words or ideas, but also about claiming to have done work you actually haven’t. Thus, many professors, me included, would see using a paper or research you have done for one course in fulfillment of an assignment in another as plagiarism, even though you are the paper’s author. You can plagiarize yourself!" (Adapted from Lunsford and Connors, The St. Martin's Handbook (3d ed. NY: St. Martin's, 1995); the SIUC Department of Computer Science Policy on Cheating and Plagiarism; the SIUC Department of English Policy on Plagiarism; Homewood-Flossmoor (IL) High School Policy; Fowler, The Little, Brown Handbook (2d ed. Boston: Little, Brown, 1983); and the SIUC Student Conduct Code)
 

I think for all intensive purposes you can plagiarize yourself, however obscure the idea may seem, when you consider the technical definition of the term. Stating simply that is it "theft", is too washed down, in my opinion. When working with papers and citations, by default we are dealing with technicalities (i.e. APA formatting), so the definitions and the requirements they demand must me considered with the same respect. Just food for thought.

 
Keep in mind, there are MANY sites that teachers probably use to verify originality these days to verify originality. You don't want to "fail" because of improper citation, right?"


My instructor respond to my posting, on 09/06/2010, with the following:

"You are amazing, Shannon, thank you for this. Mrs. Smith"

Needlss to say, I think my instructor agreed with my position. What do you think?